To keep you up to my ADHD speed in case you forgot I am doing a 10k in 11 days...
I just keep telling myself that I don't have to run the whole thing.
There are TONS of others who are either a. walking the whole thing anyways and b. some that will be running and walking it just like myself.
I knew I wouldn't be ready BUT I wanted to get my moral up for this whole half training biznass that I am getting ready to start.
So I took like a two week hiatus from almost everything due to being sick, etc. prior to yesterday.
Hey dumbass that's NOT a good idea and DON'T ever do that again.
You aren't a damn sissy so get your ass up and do something.
Ya that is me basically talking to myself sorry.
So I did.
I got my ass out at lunch and I
walkedrealfast ran through downtown.
Can I just say this...
I always wanted to run outside.
I was just actually afraid of running outside downtown.
I will say it can be a little intimidating and weird to run by people sitting outside eating lunch, etc. but it's really not that bad.
2 miles damn near killed my ass yesterday.
But dammit I did it.
Now if I can just get my nightly eating under control.
I did great with the #RAWEEK2013 until about 9 o'clock last night when I had finally had time to sit down and eat dinner...
I was starved which is bad for Big Marcy.
Ya I stole that from Big Holly so what?
I scarfed down a baked sweet potato and probably a good cup or two of tuna casserole.
Don't think that was on the clean eating list.
Then on the way to bed I scarfed down an oatmeal creme pie like my life was depending on it.
I still probably didn't hit my calories because I ate like a rabbit the entire day prior to this.
I need the kitchen police after about 8PM.
I am telling y'all I STILL DON'T HAVE MY SHIT TOGETHER.
Which brings me to one of my favorite things to do when I am hating on myself.
A COMPARISON PICKTCHA'
The left is from November and I am every bit of 185 pounds.
Would you believe that I weighed myself last night and I am 170 in the right?
It's like I feel smaller but the weight isn't budging?!
I am not going to be sad about it though.
I feel strong.
I feel better and healthier than I have in so long.
Okay minus the oatmeal creme pies that I keep shoving down my pie hole.
Now here's to hoping that I can behave during our ice cream social at work today!