It's just been one of those days.
If not I will give you a leetle run down.
Sweet lil' angel bebe wakes up.
I sluggishly wipe Mr. Sandman from my eyes, stumble over the dogs bone, and manage to find her "ninny" shoving it nicely back into her mouth and return to my slumber.
Sweet lil' angel bebe wakes again and Daddy goes to retrieve her this time.
Brings her to bed with us and she loses her shit for the next several minutes.
I finally say FUCK IT, literally, and make her a "bah."
Sweet lil' angel bebe is back to a peaceful slumber and Mom is wide awake while Daddy is back to getting his trucker snore on.
I lay there awake until IONO probably 4:30AM.
I wake in a fucking panic because well let's see I probably should have been leaving the house about ten minutes ago.
I somehow managed to make myself look semi decent, took the dog out and fed him as well, got the baby changed and re-dressed because she peed through her diaper AND sleeper.
I pulled into the garage at work.
I am already at my limit for shitty things to happen to me today.
I am stressed.
Oh and I am depressed because I managed to probably gain those like seven pounds I lost last week back between Saturday and Sunday.
See even after 101 pounds lost I STILL having my struggles.
I swear I even felt like my shoes were tighter this morning.
Just not a good day.
We are all entitled to those right?
Although my bitch fests are coming more frequently lately and I have to get ahold of that shit.
Like right now.
So today I will run.
I will run my fucking ass off.
...oh and tonight.
Tonight I will let JM whoop my ass...
Or should I say shred my ass?
She scares me.
I had plans for weekend updates etc. but at this moment I have a shit ton of work to get done and I just don't have it in me.
Later I will reveal what my sweet friend Mandee from Cloud Nine Designz got me for my #clubsexy CaraBox.
Right now I have to re-group and get a better attitude.
I love you bitches.
I still CANNOT believe the support I have received since Friday.
I kinda feel like I have failed myself and everyone else with how piss poorly I ate over the weekend.
Nothing in life is easy right?
I will get through this if it's the last thing to do.
I will NOT give up!