159

Yes, I am in fact, still living.

Barely...

The Hell Virus of 2014 struck me, and struck me hard might I add, Sunday night into Monday morning.

I haven't left my bed more than to go to the bathroom in the last two days.

HORRIBLE.

I honestly didn't weigh myself this morning because I was in a fog from just feeling so sick and tired still.

I somehow at least managed to pull myself together enough to look half way presentable for work.

I will be doing my final pictures tonight and weigh-in tomorrow for the 10 day cleanse.

I know there is a difference.

I can tell there is a difference.

I actually hit 159 this past Saturday.

You couldn't get the shit eating grin off my face if you tried.

So I am not sure what the scale will say tomorrow.

But it's okay.

There for a while I seriously thought that I would NEVER get out of the 160's.

But now that I have I know that nothing is impossible.

Just don't ever give up.

Half Marathon training starts next week.

WEEK	MON	TUE	WED	THU	FRI	SAT	SUN
Feb 10- Feb 16	Rest	3 m run	3 m run	3 m run	Rest	4 m run	cross
Feb 17- Feb 3	Rest	3 m run	3 m pace	3 m run	Rest	5 m run	cross
February 24- March 2	Rest	3 m run	4 m run	3 m run	Rest	6 m run	cross
March 3- March 9	Rest	3 m run	4 m pace	3 m run	Rest	7 m run	cross
March 10- March 16	Rest	3 m run	4 m run	3 m run	Rest	8 m run	cross
March 17- March 23	Rest	3 m run	4 m pace	3 m run	Rest	5-K Race	cross
March 24- March 30	Rest	3 m run	5 m run	3 m run	Rest	9 m run	cross
March 31-April 6	Rest	3 m run	5 m pace	3 m run	Rest	10 m run	cross
April 7-April 13	Rest	3 m run	5 m run	3 m run	Rest	10-K Race	cross
April 14-April 20	Rest	3 m run	5 m pace	3 m run	Rest	11 m run	cross
April 21-April 27	Rest	3 m run	5 m run	3 m run	Rest	12 m run	cross
April 28-May4	Rest	3 m run	2 m pace	2 m run	Rest	Rest	Half Marathon

To say I am scared would be an understatement.

But...

I know nothing is impossible.

My mind and heart are 100% in.

And honestly I cannot wait to cross that finish line come May 4th.

265 pregnant very unhealthy me                    v.              159 non pregnant and healthy me =)

PS I didn't get to watch it yet but the pictures of Rachel from the Biggest Loser Finale last night leaked and I am horrified.

I have always loved and supported The Biggest Loser but these pictures just absolutely have me in shock.

Your health is not worth that money honey...

Please eat a sammich.