This weekend was the first weekend I finally felt like things were getting back to normal.
I mean the new normal without my Papaw.
It sounds so weird.
I still have plenty of moments where I just can't wrap my head around the fact that he is gone.
But I am doing okay.
I have allowed myself to laugh and I have also allowed myself to cry.
It's all a part of the healing process.
Friday night the Hubs and I were in bed by 8:30 PM if that tells you anything.
Since Payton had decided to party from 1 o'clock on the previous night we were pooped.
Saturday I cleaned for a majority of the day and got the kids ready for their night at Aunt Michelle's.
Kevin's boss takes all of the managers and their spouses out once a year for a night of food, booze, and fun!
I have really turned Mom Status though because I was tired by midnight and ready to go...
Regardless we had a blast even if I did poop out and totally fell asleep in the party van on the way back to our car.
It didn't stop me from begging for some Awful Waffle at 1AM...
Waffle bigger than my head paired with hash browns scattered, smothered, covered, and diced.
I paid for it yesterday but it seemed worth it at the time.
Yesterday I had 2nd day hair, 2nd day makeup, and 2nd day jeans...
Oh and I got my purse in the mail this morning that I ordered for myself for Sweetest Day last week...
...And I was worried it wouldn't be big enough LOL
This week I am finally jumping back on the working out band wagon.
This is not to say I have been lazy.
There is never a time I generally sit on the couch and do nothing.
I am ALWAYS active.
But I am making making my way back into the gym.
It's scary to think that I have been away from it as long as I have...
I am also majorly cleaning up my diet and thinking of new goals for myself!