Wednesday, October 16, 2013

160

Weigh In Wedneday
 
 
I feel like I am slowly picking my mojo back up.
Sunday I felt like I was drowning in sorrow...
Today I feel like my head is FINALLY above water.
 
I weighed in this morning at 160.
I fail and ALWAYS seem to forget to take a picture of the scale.
You will just have to take my word for it I guess.
That is 105 pounds gone.
Forever.
I am one pound away from the 150's.
A couple months ago even that seemed nearly impossible.
My next big goal is to try and get down to 152 which would be 30 pounds lost since I recommitted to my journey back in July.
I also told myself that by my checkup with the ol' doc at the end of November I would be in the 150's.
The last time I was there he was so proud of how far I have come.
At the time I weighed 175 and when I told him I wasn't happy with that number he proceeded to tell that 175 may be MY number.
I was polite but inside I was pissed off.
I wouldn't accept that fact that 175 was MY number.
Regardless the number on the scale doesn't define me.
I hope it doesn't define any of you either.
Regardless we are more than that...
It's more how we feel.
I still have number goals in spite of it all.
I don't think those will ever go away.
 
The proof is in the pictures though...
Same exact outfit exactly a year a part.
Different hair color, tree trunks are a different size, I can button my sweater, but the biggest difference...
I am choosing not to hide my face, and I am smiling.
 
At the end of the day I just want to feel good.
I do feel good because I am proud of how hard I have worked to get where I have always wanted to be.
I have not been in the 150's since I was 18...
HUGE DEAL HERE GIRLS.
 
I hope that y'all are continuing to fight for your own health.
I will be back next week with some new goals and things I have going on for myself!
 
HAVE A HAPPY AND HEALTHY HUMP DAY =)
Happy campel

12 comments:

  1. I am so proud of you for waking up and kicking ass each and every day. Thinking of you daily!

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  2. You look amazing!! I hope that each day, you start to feel a smidge better!! Love you

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  3. way to go!!!! you look amazing and that outfit is so cute!!!!!

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  4. You are amazing!!! We are at the same place weight wise & getting into the 150's is going to feel AWESOME!!!
    Jules

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  5. You' look amazing Marcy! You should be super proud of your progress in just a years time! Now you need to share your secrets on getting rid of the tree trunks - they're my worst problem area!

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  6. You look fantastic Marcy! Keep up the great work & positive attitude!

    Sarah
    www.thinfluenced.com

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  7. You're looking awesome! Goals are great so that you have a target in mind. As long as you're making progress that's what matters.

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  8. Hey lady!! I have lost you on instagram. Miss me some Marcy!! So I had to head over and catch up. Soooo sorry about Papaw!!! He's in a better place watching over you. You look great as always. Now to get out of my slump and get on the road with you. I CAN do this!!! xoxo

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  9. Fantastic Marcy! Congrats on the loss even with all that you've been through lately! When you go back to the doc you bet your ass that you tell him that 175 was not YOUR number! You are gonna rock your way into those 150s!

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  10. So proud of you! Great job, Marcy.
    Ps. I totally bought your Facebook post about "Expecting." LOL Good thing I kept reading before commenting. ;) --Bec

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  11. Been thinking a lot about you . . . I know this is a hard time. You do look incredible! You should be so proud of yourself and the hard work you've done. You are an inspiration to many!

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