502
That is the amount of days it has been since having my last baby.
105
That's how many pounds I am still hovering around that I have lost.
7
The size pants I fit into this morning.
PRICELESS
The way I am feeling right now.
Y'all I have NEVER been in a size 7.
I am pretty sure I just skipped right over that and I was wearing a size 11/12 as a 7th grader.
My weight fluctuated A LOT during my high school days and there were points that I was very small.
NEVER HEALTHY.
My body is so different today than it has ever been.
It is very odd to me to think that when my Husband and I met almost five years ago I was a size 16 and I weighed 190 pounds.
My weight has fluctuated a shit done during this time but I am a smaller build now than I have ever been.
I have worked dam hard for it, too.
It's not easy.
It never has been and it NEVER will be.
I will ALWAYS have to fight for my health and the body I am seeking.
But guess what?
I am totally okay with that.
The reward of the way I am feeling makes it all worth it!
Now if I can just resist the following through the holidays I will be A-okay:
Kroger Christmas Butter Cookies
My Momma's homemade buckeye's and pecan tassies.
Krispy Kreme Red Velvet Cup Cakes.
Any bad holiday food in general.
I am on a mission to lose five pounds between now and the first of the year.
It would be the second year in a row that I have lost weight during the holidays and I would officially be in the 150's.
FINALLY.
I know I can do it.
What about y'all?
Have any goals for yourself through the holiday season?
Such an inspiration :) I think I skipped over all the single digits and went to 11/12 then 13/14. I have a goal of being in an 8 soon, please keep the cookies away from me and the white chocolate covered oreos!
ReplyDeleteYou are amazing and an inspiration to everyone!
ReplyDeleteYou're amazing! I'm hovering at a weight, and it's frustrating but I keep on going because I don't want to be that person I used to be!
ReplyDeleteYou got this girl!
ReplyDeleteThis is AWESOME!!!! Congrats to you!! Way to go! Woo hoo!
ReplyDelete{and those Kroger Christmas butter cookie are the shit}
xoxo
Rachel
You look fantastic and I'm sure you feel even better about yourself!
ReplyDeletecongrats girl!
ReplyDeletemy holiday goals are to just make plans, to be busy, and to soak in this time of year. :)
Good girl!! I wanna do the 5lb too. I would love it, if this is the first holiday ever in my life I lost weight...that would be wonder ballz...
ReplyDeleteYou go girl! Next stop, 150s! So so so happy for you!
ReplyDeleteAwesome! Keep rocking and hold onto that awesome feeling.
ReplyDeleteI think I'm a bit shorter than you. I'm in the 150s now and SO want to drop below that into the 140s. I've already caved once to Christmas goodies that a neighbor dropped off. I'm sure more temptation is on the way. I'm feeling a baking mood myself ... trying to out cardio my calories :)
ReplyDeleteOMG I'm pretty sure I skipped right to a 11-12 too, never have I been a 7 ... maybe one day in 2014 it'll happen :)
ReplyDeleteYou're awesome :)
You are looking so great and not gaining during the holidays is huge! I would love to be on your sidebar missy and put you on mine.
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